I’ll be sleeping before midnight.

I’ll probably sleep it through the year to come.

To survive.


To my Favorite Guy

I don’t know what to feel right now.

It is not like I can’t live with the thought of you being away.

I’m used to being alone than you are.

I’m most of the time alone anyway.

But you are one of the few good and consistent things in my life.

Especially now.

I’m going to miss you.

I hope I’m still me when you come back.

I’m happy you’re chasing your dreams.

This is getting too cheesy.

And we hate cheesy.

I don’t want to say I’ll wait, but I will until I can.

2016, you too shall pass

Dito ko na lang ise-share ‘to since I am too ashamed to admit na I failed in a lot of things lately.

Last day of the year. I keep thinking or more of remembering if I’m as sad last year.

Anyway, my thoughts and worries:

– Going back to my stressful new job. I wanted to quit just 1 month into it pa lang. I’m not like this. I’m questioning myself lately, have I become a quitter? Am I not as strong as I think am?

– I’m losing my best friend. It will be one of the best adventures of his life. I’m happy he achieved his dream. But why does he have to stay away? He’s been one of the few good and consistent things in my life. Then now, napapaisip ako: Do I have feelings for him? Or maybe I just hate the feeling of being left behind. But who doesn’t right?

– Lastly, I don’t know what to do with my life. I’m not good at anything. No one needs me. Well, never mind. This too shall pass.

HELP ME GOD. I don’t know what to do. 😢🙏🏻